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[14 Dec 2003|02:27am] |
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Today was boring... eh.. Did nothing really could of been better eh.. but yea its all good. found out I was never loved eh.. other then that watchin some movies. and chillen look at the poem I wrote earlyer... and the sweet ass pic of me hanging up side down..
CONFESSIONS OF A RAG DOLL
She does it not for happiness but to fill an emptiness inside her heart
Because there's no true way to heal those scars
And not because she is sordid but because this is the only way
Through all the tormoil, she's not the one to blame
This is how she was raised
She was meant to be tossed around, and turned into everyone's slave
She was taught to be so empty, and to dig her own grave
She only knows love as empty hands
Feeding off the bits and pieces like tiny strands
Instead of lingering or dwelling on something lost
She erases the feelings, and hides the broken thoughts
She knows no compassion, because it was never given
No one feels pity, yet they often wonder what world she lives in
Too often her soul starts to burn
It's taken so much pain, and she gives hate in return
Slowly she starts to decay
Pretending not to feel pain
As her heart is torn in two
If she could just be jaded, all this she'd have never gone through
And still this is all she knows
She can't let go
But push it in the back of her mind
Hoping someone will discover her cries
Wishing she belonged
And feelings she gets, knowing they're wrong
Because she's not supposed to feel at all
Because she's only a rag doll
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| YOU KNOW YOU GOT ALOT TO DO.... |
[12 Dec 2003|03:48am] |
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I couldnt think of a title... But yea today was lovely lol... went to work and got off at 9.. and then got the scoop and then went to ambers got amber and headed back to my house with amber and bethy... then watchin some good shows and charlies angles.. Good movie, other then that Nota.. Layin around being called a skank, lol but here are some pics..
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| I REGRET EVERYTHING... |
[11 Dec 2003|02:17pm] |
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I REGRET GOING OUT WITH YOU, YOU ARE THE MOST HORRIBLEST PERSON I KNO. "I KNO THATS NOT A WORD BUT HEY IN MY DICTONARY IT IS" I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU MAKE ME SICK GRRR.. I HATE YOU MIKE ROCCA WITH A PASSION.. GRRR.... I DONT KNO WHAT ELSE TO SAY EXCEPT I HATE MIKE HE IS A STUPID ASSHOLE I HATE YOU. AMBER I LOVE YOU...
I HATE YOU SO BAD!!!!! ALL I EVER DID WAS LOVE YOU.. THATS ALL WHY DOES THE GOOD PEOPLE ALWAYS HAVE TO GET TREATED LIKE SHIT..
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[10 Dec 2003|03:00pm] |
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I was bored...
California is where you should live. Unless of
course you lied on the quiz which would be
stupid. It's crowded as balls there but the
weather is perfect, except for the occasional
earth quake.
What State Is Perfect For You?
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Nihilist Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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| YAY!!! I updated |
[10 Dec 2003|12:25pm] |
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well... there really isnt nothing going on with my life right now, Weird huh. I wrote a poem and let me kno what you think about it so leave me some comments :) here is the poem
My Dear
When are you going to make up your mind?
When are you going to love me as much as I love you?
I Sit here and tell you
I will always want you near Everybody wants something from you
Excuse me can I be you for a while My dog will not bite
if you sit really still I got the anti Christ in the kitchen yelling
at me again Yeah I can hear Yes I know what you think of me you never
shut up Yeah I can hear it what if I can movement and in these dreams It
has been silent all these months Therefore you found a girl who thinks
deep thought What is so amazing about deep thoughts? Boy you best play
that I bleed.How's that thought for you Sometimes I hear my voice It has
been Silent all these months.I have been silent all these months. SAVE ME
I CRY All the world is With that tear in your hand That tear in your hand
YOU LEFT ME IN MY CAR CRYING AFTER YOU LEFT DIDN'T YOU CARE?
Thats my poem....... All of it is how I feel or it happend... Why did you have to leave me in my car crying why?? I geuss that shows me you dont care. Oh well.. I care thats all that matters, why do I like somebody who doesnt give 2 shits about me Who the hell knows. I went to the dream by day concert and it blew ass. I mean they did good but to many damn bad vibes it felt like I shouldnt of been there cause everybody was lookin at me and shit. and then Dan yells at lauren GROW Up.. damn people tellin me to grow up but I decided Im not going to support them any more they are dicks to there fans they need to get their heads outa there ass and talk to their fans other then avoid. BY THE WAY THIS ISNT GOING FOR ALL OF YOU BUT IM NOT GOING TO MENTION NAMES. I got called a slut cause of my tongue ring.. Yea thats me Christine Slut Umm no... but I was at work yesterday and this guy kept lookin at me and I looked and he kept staring and then I was on reg. he handed me a piece of paper with his number on it lol.. Im a pimp.. yestersay I went to school 1 more day left, went over to lances for a few,went to ambers to meet up with alex to give him his cd, he changed lol.. then went to work got a number woot woot.. then came home chatted it up debated bout callin this person.. then watched grease I love that movie.. its the shit. other then that I got nota.. You can call me Pimp ass Christine ... Not.. according to amber hoe. lol. well hola at cha lata..
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| YOUR GAY!!! |
[04 Dec 2003|10:20pm] |
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Whata Day!!! I got my tounge peieced everybody!! It hurt when they did it the needle was huge as fuck!!! bigger then my mouth.. lol. megan got her nose ehh.. she said it hurt and then she had to clean that shit.. ehh.. NASTY I got the easy thing the mouth wash haha sucka my tounge was huge like no tomorrow, I took some meds to make it go down lol. I drank so meny slupees I am slupeed out no more.. then came home and some little bitch imed me gettin all up in my business I DONT THINK SO!! lol.. then In my pro I go Keep waxing that mustache you little midget MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! I HATE LITTLE GIRLS..... lol.. they piss me off so bad.. oh wells Im not going to stress WE ARE GOING TO WAR!!! ITS CALLED BITCHES... HAHA well bye
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| Im a slut,whore,bitch & hoe my name says it all |
[29 Nov 2003|09:44pm] |
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Hey whata day whata day.... Went to work from 6am-11am was supposed to get off at 2 but they let me leave early.. yay then came home chatted for a few then went back to bed then woke up @ 2, and thought it was the next morning.. Dummy.. lol.. then I chated for a while then ate dinner mmmm... then went to walmart to return something for christmas my gma didnt want it, she is rude oh wells that means I can spend money woot woot.... Hola. then went to mcDonalds.. mmmm more food then went to ambers oh man lemme tel you what went down it was the best night I have had in a while.. well here is what went down..
Got to ambers at 830 or 9 dont remember then bobbie and jessica wheatly come over and talk for a few then leave after I did I had to get megan lol.. I was late haha.. Then amber called and wanted the Camera so I went back home and got the stupid camera then Megan, Amber, Beth, Danielle, Amber and Myself decided what we wanted to drink... well lemme tell ya that shit is expensive lol.. 50 something bones... thats alot of money we got a pint of Apple pucker, pint of Southern Comfert, pint of tropical parrott bay, 2 6 packs of barcdi O and Serminof then came back and did some shots Ambers Idea lol.. mmmm mine was good.. O lol... then megan was hungry and we decided to go to Country Boy (Cobo dumb name) well megan, beth and amber, and danielle we droed there assses off then me and amber went to the store got some pop and went back to ambers and drunk a little then went back to country boy then wanted a black n mild so I went to the store next to it they ddint even card me haha... they did to megan then came back and sat with them francis kline, phil golden and someother people were there.. megan was being so loud it was funny, I was making funny noises and Ambers french fries looked yuckie... then we lit up are cigars and eric lane was there and he was like you have to smoke to be kool or something DUMB FAG I HATE YOU SON OF A BITCH I HOPE YOU DIE FAT ASS. and laurel too My grandma shops for me lemme tell you haha NOT.. dummy. then went back to ambers house drunk some more called phill and seen if they wanted to come, then ryane calls amber and tells amber where he is and stuff then amber asked them if they wanted some stuff and they said they didnt know so me and megan took it upon ourselfs and went over to mike Combs and seen if they wanted anything and they wernt even there I felt like an ass but oh well 2 boys who dont like me oh wells. then came back to ambers and hung out and stuff then Mike Rocca calls me a bitch, whore, slut and a hoe come on now how can I be a whore when Im a virgin dummy... Maybe he is the slut, and the whore not me thou.. then I call that ass up and he hangs up on me come on now thats really mature lemme tell ya.. oh wells other then that Kristin voss came over with some people for a few and she was askin if i was okay.. I was drunk off my ass lol... so was amber and megan was kinda.. she humped me megan tokoly did Oh man.. I got pics for proof lol.. I have alot. Then lauren came over I love lauren she is the best she is awesome.. lol..Her and I smoked a black n mild together then called around for some stuff but people were sleepyin dumb lazy people, then she left and francis kline called and woke up the whole house he came over woot woot... he called us redicoulous or something... its all good. then me and megan were hungry went to white castles at 5 in the morning lol.. haha then came back and ate then ryane and mike c, kyle and dan all came over and went to bed yea right they didnt go to sleep they were fuckin Jk. haha no they did kyle had to go to church lol but dan stayed out and taked to us and francis, then gave him half of my black n mild I wasnt going to finish it, then the night clamed down and everybody went ot bed then danielle and amber walked home fuckin krazy asses, and now Im bout to go to bed with amber I have to work at 1 Sooo tired... Mike, your not a very nice person I would hate to have the first 6 letter of my name C-H-R-I-S-T that was the dummest thing ever.. but yea.. Im outties.. I might love somebody but can a whore bitch slut and a hoe love somebody... haha buh bye ya'll
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[25 Nov 2003|02:56am] |
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I just wanted to tell you all good night.. Talk to you all in the morning. buh byes I love you mike :'(
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| Back Again.. |
[25 Nov 2003|12:05am] |
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Well today I geuss was okay. Got up at 11 watched dawsons creek, cleaned the house, took a shower, then made tacos then went up to old navy to get something then josh called off and they asked me if I wanted to work I was like okay.. that was okay the end of my shift was the funniest lol fatty.. lol then now at home talkin to peeeps and kickin back.. Im depressed.. man oh man.. I learned I over react to much.. I need to stop other then that my day was long.. I want that letter so bring it to me tomorrow lol..
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| Im a nerd |
[24 Nov 2003|11:30pm] |
*1.Full Name? Christine Amanda Cyll Best Name ever...
*2.Nicknames? CAC, Chris, Chrissy Poo, c*2dahoe,pooh bear
*3.Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday
cake? None, got tooken out to dinner from mike and got stich and a care bear
*4.Hair Color? brown
*5.Eye Color? brown
*6.If u could have 3 wishes come true what would they be? Mike,Mike,Mike
*7.Favorite Month? Febuary
*8.Best Band Ever? New Found Glory
*9.Favorite Food(s)? Tacos, Pizza, chips
*10.Favorite Movie(s)? Harry Potter baby!! chetch me if you can
*11.Do U have a Criminal Record? no
*12.Scooby Doo or Sponge Bob? Scooby doo Bed Spread
*13.Piercing? Belly Botton Want my nipples..ehehe
*14.Home Town? Little ass Hazel Park
*15.Favorite Ice Cream? Chocalate Chip Cookie Dough
*16.Favorite Show(s)? Dawsons Creek
*17.Last Movie u Saw? Kicking it like beckem
*18.Favorite Drink? Sprite, or diet Pop
*19.Favorite clothing brand? anything beside Kmart
*20.Black or White? Little Whitie
*21.Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla fo damn sho
*22.Sweet or Sour? Sour
*23.Croutons or Bacon Bits? Croutons.. mmmmmmm!!!
*24.Blanket or Stuffed animal? Stuffed animal.. SHARE BEAR!!! "Mikes"
*25.Beach or Pool? beach
*26.Sunshine or Rain? sunshine
*27.What was the last thing you ate? Tacos Home made
*28.Favorite Fast Food Restaurant? Taco Bell
*29.Favorite Toothpaste? my chicken flavored kind
*30.Do you wish on stars? yeah
*31.Which finger is your favorite? French Fries
*32.Any bad habits? Talking to loud
*33.Have you ever stolen anything? A New kitchen Sign
*34.Do looks matter? Hell No
*35.Favorite Song(s)? There is to meny to name
*36.Who is your favorite person(s) to talk to? Mike, Amber and Beth
*37.What's your favorite popsicle? I dont know..
*38.How many phones in your house? 3 phones, 3 cell phones
*39.What is your greatest fear? Being rejected :'(
*40.When is Bedtime? When Im tired and when I get off line
*41.Were you named after anyone? no
*42.Cherry or Apple? mmm Apples
*43.Single? Yea. for 3 months.. I love you mike..
*44.What's your favorite Holiday? Valentines day aww.." the day Mike and I hooked up"
*45.Do you wear pajamas or sleep in the nude? Pj's
*46.Candles or Incense? Both
*47. What's the most pain you've ever been in? When Mike broke up with me
*48.McDonalds or Burger King? Mc
*49.Favorite word or phrase? booga booga
*49.Is 2Pac dead or alive? Dead
*50.If you have 24 hours left to live what would you do? Go out to dinner, hang out with mike til my 24 hours are up
*51.Where do you want to live? Some where far
*52.Have you Ever ran away? nope
*53.Does anyone owe you money? yea mike for my car
*54.What is the Best smell? Raulph Lauren Romance
*55.Book or Movie? hmm...
*56. Abortion? no yea right me pregnet..
*57.What's the band you hate the most? i D K
*58.Ever been cheated on? No I dont think so..
*59.What size is your bed? Small
*60.If you could have $100,000,000 or true love what would you? true Love
*61.In the car... AC or open windows? neither, i dont have a car
*62.Mud Wrestling Or Jello Wrestling? hmm....
*63.Who has it easier guys or girls? guys
*64.Birthday? June 7th 1984
*65.Age? 19
*66.college? Baker.
*70.Scars? only the ones mike left
*75.Loved somebody so much it made you cry? Hell ya Im still cryin over him
*76.Smoked? yea
*78.Lied to your bf/gf? Hell no. But I have a ex bf who is lieing to me I think
*79.Made out? Used to all the time in the halls
*80.Had sex? Nope
*82.Favorite Number? 21 somebodys birthday
*84.What are your goals? To be with mike
*85.Most hurtful thing ever said to you? its over
*86.What makes you happy? Mike
*87.Worst feeling in the world? being alone
*88.Would you ever bungee jump? heck ya
*89.Do you ever wear overalls? nooooo
*90.Do you have a driver's license? yeah
*91.Whos your crush? Mike
*92. If you could ask god any question(s) what would it(or they) be? are you going out with her or no truth please?
*95. What is your favorite lunch meat? ehh none
*97. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? maybe
*102. Do fish have feelings? no
*103. Where is your second home? Ambers
*107. Have you ever been on radio or tv? tv for a dancing thingy
*110. What do you look for in a girl? or how about in a guy? Personality Nice can treat me right, basically Mike..
*112. What are you worried about right now? being hurt
*114. What's your favorite color? pink
*115. What is your least favorite thing in the world? I dont know i have alot of things
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| poems I wrote... tell me what you think |
[24 Nov 2003|03:24pm] |
"Replacement"
I cant help feel like I'm being replaced
Like I can't be in this space,
The people I used to be close to,
Look at me and act like they have no clue,
It seems as though Im not even there,
Like I, myself, am just like the air,
You cannot see it, you probably dont care,
I'm just standing here, unwilling to bare,
That the fact it feels like I'm being replaced,
The fact that I can''t be in this space,
I'm the invisible man which none can see,
I'm living life by myself, only me,
No one bothers, no one cares,
Stranded on a lost island with no flares,
I'm being replaced by someone who can,
Ripped from my space, taking your hand,
I'm no longer there, I'm long gone,
No one cares, they're moving on,
I'm losing my friends, I'm losing my space,
I'm losing my friends, I'm being replaced...
Forsaken Blood
Why do you persist
In killing my spirit?
Why do you take pleasure
In shooting me down?
What are your reasons
For hating my very existence?
I don't understand why,
Probably never will.
Am i that destined
To be alone and unloved?
Where my own blood
Casts me out without a glance?
Is my life such a
Burden to you?
Why do you persist
In mocking my mind?
Why do you persist
In stabbing my heart?
Each time you hate
Me more, my soul dies
Crumbles, just a little
Piece by saddening piece
Why, blood, why?
Why this hate?
Am i not what you
Wanted me to be?
Am i not your
Seemingly forbidden dream?
What have i done
To deserve this?
Is it to much
To ask for love?
Fine then, if you'd like
I'll leave, my way.
So goodbye,
Just know,
I could have loved you
Liar
I want to die
This time not speaking
Continue to ridicule me
Call me insane
I knew you loved me
Or once you did
You would have given up the world
Just for me
And now you barely give me the time of day
Or even a glance
It's like I don't even know you
Its better this way I suppose
Less pain
Less agrivation
For the both of us
As well as the lies
They're gone
For you have no need to lie to me
Because its obvious
You don't care for me anymore
So why should you care about my feelings
So you won't have to lie
Right?
TRASH DAY...
Let me check my calender,
To see when the trashman is
due...
Cause thats the day,
I'm getting rid of you...
I'll pay by the size or,
I'll pay by the pound...
I'll pay anything,
Not to have you around...
You make me cry, just about
Everyday...
So like I said...
I'll pay anything to keep
you away...
I'll sell my organs...
I'll sell my soul...
I'll sell anything,
Just to see you GO!!!
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| I hate my Life I want to die... |
[24 Nov 2003|12:41pm] |
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yesterday I went to the dream by day concert at clutch cargos and it was the worst time I have ever had In my entire life. I mean the worst I will give u a run down. My ex boyfriend didnt even speak to me, then he was playin on stage and they were signing and mike said I love you to some stupid girl.. hes such a lier.. I hate liers.. GRR.. that makes me mad what ever. She wont treat you like I did but you dont care your in love again.. fuck that shit anywyas..
I hate my life, I hate everything I just want to die and make the things alot more better without me in it. I hate evrything about you you make me want to cry. im an angel then why is it that angels diserve to die?
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[23 Nov 2003|11:53pm] |
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IM SICK OF EVERYTHING IM SICK OF YOU IM SICK OF YOU GURLFRIEND AND ALL HER FRIENDS IM SICK OF YOU IN GERNERAL.. I HATE YOU.. I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU EVER AGAIN. SO GOOD BYE THIS IS YOUR LAST I LOVE YOU TAKE IT TO THE GRAVE WITH YOU AND SHIT ON IT.
Here is my letter to the world... I dont think you will get a chance to reply...
I just wanna die, roads calling my name, car needs a paint job, the earth cries for my rotting carcas.
Knife wines to feel the warmth of fresh blood, a crimson indulgance, regret sinks its teeth into my life.
The noose longs to be tightened around the trunk that is my neck, and god laughs at me as i fall into the depths that is hell...
if im an angel then why is it that angels diserve to die?
im lost in life right now, nothing seems write, so confused, muddled and fused with dark thoughts of suicide and bloodlust, cars, people, and family ignore my being, mabye if i throw myself into the abyss that is death, mabye then ill be noticed for what i want, and who i want to be...
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
YOU BRNG EVERYTHING TO A END FUCK YOU..
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| Friday oh Friday.... |
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Welll today.. I woke up at 10 watched dawsons creek,then helped clean around the house, then helped gran put up some christmas lights lol.. so early.. then me and darrick rosenbock or how ever you spell it went to the mall I got 3 new shirts.. woot woot there pretty... lol he's a kool kid I miss hanging out with him, Its been so long since we hung out but he is a good friend then he calls me later on during the day seing what we were doin and so forth. Then I picked up amber and then called beth to see what she was doin and she was on her way home from her gma's then me and amber went to the gas station, I looked like a britney spears lol.. i had ambers hat on lol I looked good consided I kno. lol, then beth called and we went to kmart to get my grandma something then went to texas road house mmm. I love food. that was so good. then darrick shaw called and he wanted us to come over and hang out so we decided to come and we hung out with him for a few that was fun, so basically I got to hang out with 2 darricks today lol.. then left darricks and went to ambers house to talk to her dad and then justin calls me and he wanted to kno what were doina nd wanted to see if we wanted to go to somebodys house with him or meet him there and we decided to go, lol.. Amber was excitted lol.. then went to 711 before mmm. that was good then we started driving and justin couldnt give good directions hes bad with directions lol but his friend was good at directions dummy.. lol then we chilled for a few played some games meet new people they are really nice.. good people.. then I kicked justins ass lol haha.. then we left and me and amber and beth all came back to my house and now camping out in my living room go us.. C*2 THE HOE!!
LOL thats me.. lol well sat I dont kno yet but buh byes... I love all of ya'll lol... night night
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*yawns* just woke up trying to get modivated so I can help my grandma clean the house, cause Im a good child. I had awesome dreams last night. heh.. I hope they come true other then that, time to go clean..
***Mike*** I love you with all my heart more then 1000 jelly beans I love you so much words cant be explained, if only we could be the same That night will always be remember always Feb. 14 happyiest day of my life, I hope what we had we could relive again, I will have faith I love you Mike.
I love you 2 Amber and beth too.. and my shoe theif lol..
*!*CAC*!*
"Christine Amanda Cyll"
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| a dream is what makes you heart..... |
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Well Its 209 and Im still up, Talking to Hot mama Lauren lol Thank you for helping I hope things work out, Thank you show theif lol.. you can use my shoes any time as long as I can trade too lol :) other then that today was pretty calm I suppose went to school til 2 then went to work from 5-9 caught some theif lol goo meee.. then came home and chatted online and was sad. I hate being sad. it depresses me, then watched some tv which I usally do. Mike I love you with all my heart you willa lways be my fatty lol.. I love you.. sorry I cant be prefect.
*!*CAC*!*
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| Another night of tossing and turning....... |
[20 Nov 2003|09:21am] |
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welll yea... its 9:22 and I am supposed to be gettin ready for school but Im slacking, Im not in a very good mood today Im kinda depressed/fine I dont know. I wish I knew and all this stuff will stop confusing me. you tell a guy how you feel about him and all he says is I dont know what to say to you,that makes me feeel so bad. but what can I do I cant bitch cause he has nothng to say about me but that hurts.. I went to bed at 11 I couldnt sleeep I kept tossing and turning oh wells thats life I geuss. I have to work today yay me.. 5-9 but Im going now, not in the mood for online today so buh byes. I doubt I will be on today cause there is ntohing to be said so bye!
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[19 Nov 2003|11:21pm] |
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I dont know wha tto write today was okay til the end, I went to school then went to the mall with amber then mike wanted a ride to work so I picked him up and went to work then got jelous then now eating tubbys and being depressed life isnt so good.. But Im going to bed Im tired and I need to think
Mike I love you with all my heart I will never love you with anything less. :'(Im sorry i couldnt be prefect
Buh byes
CAC
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| Are you afraid of being alone |
[18 Nov 2003|11:37pm] |
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Well today, I went to school turned in all my stuff for my class, then came home and called amber and we went to taco bell mmmm.. then came back to my house and waited on josh then went to the mall played drr people are good there I was okay I suppose not so great but its all good then went back to my house and played again.. I lost 30 pounds Jk.. according to justin i cant lose any in my ass lol. now Im just listenin to the new blink cd its fuckin great I love it.. mmmm but other then that Its a pretty decent day I suppose could be alot better, but its not. Mike. I love you and I want to spend my who life with you even thou you dont kno what you want in life but I do I see us together I love you hun I hope some day we will be something that we were buh byes
I love you Mike
CAC
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| *~*Say it like you mean it*~* |
[17 Nov 2003|12:29pm] |
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well You kno what already happen friday but saturday man that was a night. and long First I went to work @ 10. Man that was so early I wasnt supposed to work til 8 but justin wanted me to take his shift so I took his 10-3 or something. then I took mine as well so basically I did a double then I took my hour break had sub way mmm.. Tasty... then I was supposed to get off at 8 but I told them I would stay til 9 then I ended up staying til 930 didnt really do much just sat there and talked to mike about some stuff, then OMG... he kicked my ass he left buises on me. :'( but I kicked his ass a little too lol. I got his ticklish Place lol.. I remembered where it was lol.. then I took em to the ground lol well on top of me lol.. then went out with lauren beth and megan they wanted to go to kristins and Im like sure what the hell, but didnt end up going cause nobody was there what a winner huh.. then me and beth played soccer in the street it was fun we were loud I geuss but I didnt think so. then went to kevin mccoys house I was talkin to katie.. then came home and relaxed then went to work on sunday from 11-9 that was a big shift again, we had a holiday meeting eh. and i had to give mike something so I gave it to him then helped them sell there tickets ya, all the people from old navy are goin caue I am Im sweet lol Jp.. I got to model at the meeting eh fleach yuck i hate em.. and yellow too. yuckers then came home did nothin now I think I am going to do homework and lets pray.. lol CAC IS OUTA THIS JOINT. LOL IF YOU DONT KNO WHAT CAC MEANS ITS A NAME MIKE GAVE ME WELL DIDNT GIVE ME JUST MADE IT UP KINDA ITS MY NAME BUT HE CALLS ME CAC.. NERDO
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